Monday, July 30, 2007 . 12:39 PM
uhu!!all is over..
sat was an awesome day man..started my 1st serving in cch tuition,w all e adorable kids..wa they r simply CUTE!i was allocated to e k2 level n the kids ther..gdness!i feel like bringin them hm man..hahs..so cute la..juz helped out abit here n ther..though e kids were real naughty but tat somehow makes them aborable..tat s y they r kids rite..whahas..
n i was wearing heels so as i walked there were some noise as e floor was wooden..n all juz looked at my shoe..as if tinking..hmm..y got csound 1..hahs..gdness gdness gdness...i juz wanna serve again lar..hahs..
i reali feel so heartache for e kids..those who needed xtra xtra care due to some prob 1..i gues if i m in JAMS i ll cry evry wk..great job JAMS church workers!i super pei fu u all la..
aft ministry went to grab smt to eat n den head down for svc..was so so tired on e way la..but inside mi e spirit was stirring..svc was great..though e atmosphere was abit weird..perhaps of fear?hahs..aft svc--ministry time..exciting moment!was tgt w kristin all along..n e 3 categories all prayed for..aft ministry--uhu..e feeling of no bondage,been set free!..
knew afew new frens n reali looked forward to see them again tis coming sat!i ve made a decision..i no longer wanna fight e battle..i reali wanna 4gif n 4get bout evryting..don ask mi den wad s gonna happen to my studies..i ve no idea..but i juz wanna let e past go n let God take charge..aft e decision was finalised,i felt e lightness in my heart..a big rock let down..n i m doin my part....n i noe tis time round,God is smiling beside mi........ =)