Monday, July 23, 2007 . 12:07 PM
well in e lib now alone..i managed to wake up for lect n tis time by His strength,i ve won n conquer my flesh..
quite alot of tots ran thru my mind recently n some of it i reali dunno how to share..it s not tat i dun wanna share..but i donno wher to start how start etc etc..
i feel i m e cause of her wanting to transfer..i feel i m e cause n a bad influence to her..sld we still stay as close frens?i donno..i cant gif her a rite advice..i feel so useless..haix..
i dunno wad else i cld say..cg on fri reali brings mi back to His side..n i cld sense breakthru..in my own spiritual eyes i saw a door opened..n den i felt so light in e spirit..uhu..tat s wad i wanted..tat s wad i ve been longin for..n e feeling..wa..great!! =)
missed both svcs again last wk..smt i hated e most..but no choice..anw..t o turn e pessimistic situation into a optimistic 1,i ve received a no. of blessings n most imptly..God s protection over my life!uhu.......
tinking of fasting for these wk..hope i can b disciplined n persevere thru..though i m longin for a ben's n jerry's ice cream now..slurp slurp slurp..hahs..
cont to stay strong,grow strong..keep keeping on..uhu!!!