Thursday, August 21, 2008 . 11:32 PM
feeling super duper down. and i mean super duper. today was a day to say alright. but after hearing what mum shared, my heart sank. i did my very best to hold the tears back, and yes, i did. shop around did alittle help.
worry and saddness was all that filled my heart.
wept on my way hm. cant care much but just wanna let go. stayed downstairs awhile b4 returning home. need to cool myself down before i get everyone worrying.
it must be even tougher for dad. though he din show it, i can feel his heart bleeding too. i love you dad.
needed You, Father. needed Your love and a miracle.