Saturday, August 16, 2008 . 11:03 PM
okok. i need this time now. it seems like this is not my week.. been ups and downs though. perhaps i really need to overcome and have better control over my own emotions.
failed my advanced theory. but kinda expected it. kept having a probing and a bad feeling about it right from the start. anyway that was only a small part of my moodiness.
dearest colleagues all gonna transfer out. gosh. i was totally heartbroken. it's like a separation from someone close. cant bear to see them transfer but oh well, do i have a choice?
someone told me a new that totally shock me. i dunno what to do and how to react. how cld that be possible?! like halo?..........
i think i've said smt wrong today that pissed her off. everyone knew it was a joke. but perhaps to her it was smt really impt. i seriously feel so so bad. it's like i love this family, and yet i hurt her. *guilty* :(
oh wells. there are also ups as well. my newly transfered over manager treat me to a starbucks drink!! surprised though. next, my cg mbs came to have dinner with me on thu. (thanks to joo kelly joshua fang aini and terry!) i felt blessed though was just a dinner. and also, thanks to simon for the burger. (though i din eat.. opps) but was the thought that counts.. ehh........
oh ya. i must mention! the morning prayer mtg was great. i mean waking up earlier to meet with God. had to sacrifice my slp but was really really all worth it to be able to connect to Him and like what joshua said, building an altar.. WOAH~~
hasn't been so gd a week but thank God all had come to an end. and through it all i was not alone. *touched and loved* thanks to all, ppl. =]